"Blanket"
Memory save me, I'm fuckin' up
Constantly laid on the ground
Looking for signs on the ceiling
She wants me to know she wants me around
Think I was moving to something
Thought I was sailing along
Had to be sailing for someplace
Thought I was right, but I must have been wrong
You do make a beautiful blinder
You hide things I don't want to see
Your arms cover me like a blanket
And maybe it's all that I need
Memory save me, I'm trippin up
Picking up bones from the ground
Throw me a chain and I'll climb it up
Thought I was up, but I guess I was down
You look like a dream I was dreaming
A dream of a boy by the sea
You must have eyes just like mirrors
'cause I thought I was looking at me
Close your eyes
Think of the "best thing to say"
I am pathetically lost
And maybe you made me this way
Memory save me, I'm fuckin up
The sun's just a spot on the sea
I know I was reaching for something
Thought it was you, but I guess it was me
And the world is a wonderful target
She was a wonderful world
But God is a girl who won't listen
She was an insolent girl
Close your eyes
And see what you're doing to me
She catches my eye with a cynical smile and says:
"I cannot solve all I see."
I had a dream
Dreams would fill my head
But I let 'em all slide, American-style
For a blanket that lays on my bed
I wanted to find an innocent mind
But only found myself waiting
I laid on the floor, you walked through the door
And now I feel myself fading
I wanted to find an innocent mind
But only found myself waiting
I laid on the floor, you walked through the door
And now I feel myself fading
Now I feel myself fading
I jumped on a meaningful wave
That carried me right to the shoreline
I laughed when my face hit the sand
And swam out again for the joyride
I told you the things that I want
And you gave me just what I needed
It's just like my father would want
But I couldn't smile when he did
I boarded the windows and doors
And took the clock down from the ceiling
But I kept my head to the floor
'cause I had a confident feeling
Somebody called me today
I answered the door kind of hazy
He told me to leave all my clothes
He told me to tell you you're crazy
I followed him out to the street
He pointed and quickly departed
And left me to travel for weeks
'till I get to the place where I started
And I just want to be where I started
I just want to get back where I started
And I just want to be where I started
And I just want to get back where I started